First, kill your rabbit...

It just feels right now that I am going in one slow, sad, pointless circle.

Each time I email stuff to my tutor she finds something wrong with it. Not with things I have done, but with things she originally said were okay. This time it was the seating arrangement and the journey from box office to seat. Bah. I can only get 40% now anyway, so what is the point of creating a First Class piece of work? If it works, and should pass, why change it?

So now I regard the plan and section as being substantially 'complete'. If she wants other things changing, I'm sorry but unless it is something absolutely major then it won't happen. She's just picking fault and making more work and worry for me and frankly I'm near the end of my tether.

At one point I have taken my work to my old boss for his opinion, because I am convinced that my tutors are once again witholding information critical to the success of my work. Like months ago, when I was told my section 'needed a vapour check' but wasn't told that it didn't work acoustically. Which in the grand scheme of things is more important.

It's probably the case I'm getting worn out. I've been at it without a rest since Christmas. And because of what I see as being a grave injustice I have been failed for more than I should have been and now have still more work to do. One of these days, I'll just snap.